I Lovejew, babe.

Whazzup dawg!

I realized that I've been a.f.b. (away.from.blog.) for quite some time..

It has been hectic..

Well in all our busy lives..

I found an ugly truth that lays in most minds..

Most of us like to keep ourselves busy to avoid our expression of LOVE~

Yeap..

Either we don't love truly,

or our ego stopped us from saying:

"I LOVE YOU"

I certainly think that it's more difficult to hold back and refrain our feelings..

So people, let it all out and tell them your love..

Whoever "them" is..

Your papa, your mama, your loved ones..

Sing them love songs..

Write them love poems..

Give them hugs and kisses..

Show them your LOVE..

Here's a little something to feast you bored souls out there..

Remember, don't hold back~

=I don't own this=

From: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sO_KILnJdHw

I Lovejews!!!

lol..

Alright mate, have a great night sleep and don't forget:

"I don't want to vacuum. I love you!"

P.S. I love you.

Sweetie.

With love,

the Believer.

Clichés and avalanche.

A few highlights for today:

1. Amy and I have been idiotically assuming and accusing things in our blog;

2. I had my friend's chewing gum (along with chicken tofu) as lunch;

3. My friend almost ripped off one of my toe nail as I was wearing sandals;

4. I had a slight fever because today's average temperature was 33 degree Celcius.

p.s. Bugsy's owner now will be HB's owner.

The #1 FML: My best friend and I

Me and Amy have always been like this. Alright shyte happens when we start to assume and then accuse. Thing was I was hypersensitive so I took her words too personal thus keeping it to myself. To release my stress, I let them all out through my blog. Also I've been MIA for 2 weeks or so, she thought I was busy and all sort but when she saw my blog, she burst. FML. So in her very own blog, she expressed herself too. I saw it, I broke into tears. I explained. She explained. After that, we're good. Thank goodness we realized our stupid mistakes soon enough before the thunderstorm strikes. Well, for the last time, 'm sorry too.

ILML: Conflicts occur every time we misunderstand. Ever wonder why do we look so smart when we're doing silly things?

The #2 FML: My friend's chewing gum and I

I went to Putrajaya Mall with HB's owner. I already felt bloated since morning so during lunchtime, I told HB's owner that we'd have to share food because my tummy wasn't feeling well. Alright, we chose Malay mixed rice and after knowing that the price was killing, we swear that it will be our first and the last time eating at the Malay food court. No bother, we found a clean spot so we sat ourselves down. I went to the bathroom so HB's owner ate first. When I was back, plate was half clean. So I started on my portion, I took the spoon and started to eat. I spooned that only piece of chicken tofu and stuffed it into my mouth. I munched a bit and I swallowed. Funny thing was I told HB's owner: " Hey the food here sucks. I actually tasted mint in my tofu." HB's owner's expression changed and a little giggle broke the silence. I was like:" Why?" Then, "Don't tell me you ate the gum I chewed!?" I was like FML whaaaat!? After double checking, it was true that I totally swallowed HB's owner's chewing gum along with that tofu. Eww. Yucks.

ILML: Do not EVER place your chewed gum at the side of your plate during lunch, especially when you are sharing lunch with your buds.

The #3 FML: My toe nail and I

Ouch! This hurts. It wasn't a big deal since my toe nails are long, I should expect something would happen to it because I was walking in a crowded mall, right? Well yeah, but it seems that all the bad things happened to me in a single day. Alright, after the pathetic lunch, we entered Reject Shop so we walked and talked. So of all sudden, HB's owner stopped in front of me while I was still walking until I heard my toe nail cried in pain. I was numb for 5 secs because I did not see that coming. HB's owner wore authentic rubber made sole sandals and I had my soft leather sandals on. FML. My toe nail has a white scar now, okay it is more like a bent line. It will be okay, soon. I hope. It might fall off. It might stick on till I trim it. Bah, whatever. It's just a toe nail after all.

ILML: Don't wear soft leather sandals if you want to keep your toe nails long. Wear branded ones, you won't feel a scratch.

The #4 FML: The weather and I

It has been raining these few days but today, it was burning hot! The heat could really melt me since it's almost human temperature. Gosh. Without drinking enough water, I got slight fever. Normal. I decided to tell my mom because I thought I could get some caring from her. She said :" Slight fever? Didn't drink enough water? Good for you." FML. Thanks a lot, ma. =.= I felt the motherhood.

ILML: Do not tell your mom when you have slight fever. Tell her only when you have a high one.

Wondering what's FML?

It's FailingMyLife. It’s a collection of everyday anecdotes and stories likely to happen to anyone and everyone that people post up and the site publish them. Check it out if you have your own FML stories to tell.

ILML?

ILearntMyLesson? ILoveMyLife? Whatever you feel like it. :)

I'm just glad that it's over and everything is back to normal. XD

I pray for a better tomorrow.

Take care everyone!

Au revoir!

With love and thanks, dear.

With relief,

the Believer.

Many thanks.

Yosh people!

I've been missing in action for 2 FRIGGIN' weeks!!

I'm conscious about that..

Coz I've been counting down the days..

Everytime when I wanted to start blogging..

I paused my fingers on top of the keyboard..

Eyes looking into nowhere..

I sighed..

My right hand went to the mouse..

I clicked on the "X" on the screen...

I gave up..

Not that there's too much to tell..

Not that there's too little to share..

It's just a disappointing feeling that pulled me down..

Tonight..

I braced myself to face it..

It's my life after all..

Anyways, many things happened in these 2 weeks..

I've been attending classes, studying smart and giving in my very best in everything..

I went to a concert, I watched Asian artists performing live till 2am, I had some crazy fun..

I made new friends, I learnt to trust and love, I climbed up after I fell..

All by myself.. (plus a little support from Bugsy's owner)

Many people liked to put their lines cheesy..

Like "time flies, people changes but our friendship never dies..."

I used to ignore those sh*ts and just live on without looking back..

But recently..

I've been looking back at my past..

I read my old diaries..

I realized that we've been through so much together..

But..

Things really happened..

People really changed..

Nothing can really remain like now forever..

I sound stupid now, I know..

But I really did, innocently believed that we could be friends forever and things like that..

I really believed that you're my only friend in this place...

But I woke up from sweet dreams after that very day..

Thank you, my dearest friend..

For reminding me,

that the world goes on, with or without me..

For making me realize,

that there's no such thing as BFFs..

For throwing words at me,

telling me that people are mean and selfish..

For waking me up just in time before I fell even deeper,

now I know how insignificant am I to you..

You scolded me to stop being a floor mat to everyone..

I was covered with confusions..

I really thank you for helping me through my toughest times..

Those were the days..

Thanks once again..

And from this,

I realized that there are still a few people who cared for me..

I would like to thank Isaac (CYP) for the belated much birthday card, sent all the way from Minnesota to my home..

I was so happy~

That's very nice of you, thanks!

Besides,

big thanks to Bugsy's owner..

Thanks for being my listener and advisor..

For the shoulder and support..

For being there for me when I need it..

For believing in me...

For helping me learn how to trust on someone again...

And thanks for the crap which made me laugh when I wanted to cry..

Big thanks and big hugs!

Lessons learnt:

1. Be true to yourself and the people you called them your friends;

2. Think before you say things, even sms or messaging;

3. Don't ever be floor mats;

4. Love yourself first before loving others;

5. Tell the people you loved that you love them, only when you mean it, even to your friends.

Take care everyone.

Nights.

Early wish for you and your darling, Bugsy's owner:

"Happy Anniversary to both of you,

on this romantic and memorable day!"

With dismay and hope,

the Believer.

I'm fully charged and I'm back!!

I'm back!

And I'm energized!!

Actually not THAT much of energy..

But enough for me to start my new semester.. Tomorrow...

Yes...

Tomorrow...

Blah anyways..

It has been 3 weeks of holiday..

What did I do?

Not much...

Just enough for me to spend...

I've got myself a part time job and worked for 2 weeks..

It wasn't tough...

Just have to pick up the phone and start calling people and annoy them with questions...

I kinda like that job..

Thanks to Chan Wye and Joshua who told me about it and drove us to work...

Well..

Besides working, I certainly did not forget about FUN..

Watching UP at night in the cinema with a friend isn't bad...

I love it...

Everything was so nice...

The weather was nice..

My friend was nice..

Dinner was nice..

The movie was nice..

Perfectly nice!

Maybe UP is not for everyone...

Kids will for sure crave this cute movie...

Emotionally fully-charged people like me will love it too..

XD

Just a short synopsis copied from:

http://pixarblog.blogspot.com/2008/04/official-up-synopsis.html

Up is described as a "comedic adventure" starring a 78-year man named Carl Fredricksen, who's "spent his entire life dreaming of exploring the globe and experiencing life to its fullest". Due to his age, he thinks life has "passed him by". One day, however, a "twist of fate", and an 8-year old "Wilderness Explorer" named Russell, changes his outlook on life. The pair go on adventures, encountering "wild terrain", "unexpected villains" and "jungle creatures".

=Dug, the talking dog from Up=

=Russel and Carl in South America from Up=

=P.S. I don't own any of the pictures above. I got them through Google.=

Owh yeah...

I was tired in the late afternoon after groceries shopping with mom...

So then I was relaxingly browsing through Youtube...

Suddenly the drum beats and rhythms brought me up awake...

It's one of the Top Youtube drummers, Cobus Potgieter..

http://www.youtube.com/user/deedlebag?blend=1&ob=4

He looks cool when he's playing the drum..

I don't play drums...

But I like it now...

Fun and awesome beats...

Here's Cobus:

Cobus Potgieter (ko-bes pot-get-ter), he's from South Africa...

He never took up any drumming lessons...

Like whaaat...?!

He wasn't joking...

That's what he said in his official site..

Made by his friend at http://www.cobuspotgieter.com/

Also, he's not a professional drummer...

Just another fella who loves the drums and beats...

That's just a little something I found out today and would like to share it...

=P.S. I don't own any of the pictures above. I got them through Google too.=

Awright, what else I did during my holidays?

I went for sleepover at one of the 4's place because she's leaving..

(actually she left to HK on last Tuesday, I just don't wanna sound like I'm the last one to blog about our sleepover)

=.=

Anyhoo...

Let's start off with a brief idea of the 4...

Jaq -- the head of everything in the 4 (Queen)

Amy -- the head of peacemaking in the 4 (Warrior of Peace)

Su Ping -- the head of creativity in the 4 (Knight of Arts)

Me -- the troublemaker in the 4 (the spoiled Princess)

That's how Jaq calls me, the Princess...

So here's the prehistoric story:

During our primary years, standard 6...

I was quite an arrogant kid with some attitudes...

And of coz, Jaq doesn't like that...

So one day, she couldn't stand me being such a byatch anymore..

She yelled and scolded me in front of, like EVERYONE...

I cried that instant, like a princess, of coz...

=.=

Then after a few days of cold war...

I can't stand being alienated by the 3 so I begged the Knight of Arts tell me the solution to everything..

I did what she told me (the "Selamy selamy pe-loo-mee" idea copied from Popeye show)

==You know what that is, girls... Don't laugh..==

And it works so I've been forgiven...

And we're best friends ever since, duhh...:D

After that incident...

I've totally changed from a spoiled, bitchy princess to a princess like the Mia in Princess Diaries..

Er...

Lol much!?

NOT really Mia, I can't be as gorgeous as Anne Hathaway...

But then I'm ME again...

Not that girl with issues anymore.. =.=

The last photo we had before Jaq left to HK, during sleepover:

From Left: Queen, Warrior of Peace, Knight of Arts, the used-to-be-spoiled-Princess

Here, I would like to give big THANKS and big HUGS to Jaq...

She's a dear friend who is kinda motherly..

(She says YES or NO everytime and she drives the 4 around everytime, mom? Yesh!)

And most importantly she made me changed, positively...

Thanks, JAQ!! Love ya!

*hugs*

I guess I'll call it for the day then...

Coz tomorrow, new semester starts again..

And then the new subjects...

Though not too tough...

Still I have to pull up my cgpa as I promised..

Let's work hard together people!

And this is for Bugsy's owner:

I promised and I crossed my heart.

*hugss*

With enthusiasm,

the Believer.

Open the door, please.

"You lift my feet off the ground,

You spin me around,

You make me crazier,crazier.."

(Taylor Swift- Crazier)

I'm moody and emotional..

I'm trying be make things work but I failed...

And I've been acting cranky and crazier these 2 days..

To prevent my blog to be filled with the dark aura...

I chose to simplify my long-winded, wordy and lengthy post into a short one..

Just like this..

Okay..

Let's listen to Lenka's songs and go with the flow...

And yet I have to apologize for my kinda pointless update..

The little things in my head are making me craaaazy..

Lenka's "Knock knock" helped me went through a tough day like this...

The part of the song which I liked the most:

"A second, a minute, an hour, a day goes by

I'm hopin' just to be by your side

I'm turnin' the handle, it won't open

Don't make me wait 'cause right now I need your smile

Knock, knock

When life had locked me out I turned to you

So open the door

'Cause you're all I need right now, it's true

Nothin' works like you..."

I wish YOU would open that door for me when I'm in the state like this..

~emo emo emo~

Awright mates..

I know I'm saying nothing but crap..

This is just plain random..

And too personal...

Maybe 'cause I need attention..

:S

I think I should turn in early tonight...

'Cause

I gotta feeling that tonight's gonna be a good night...

And tonight's gonna be a good, good night.... *fade*

(Black Eyed Peas- I Gotta Feeling)

I love you..

Forgive me for being so emotional..

With complicated emotions,

the Believer.

Take Me with You.

................*DARK AURA come filling in right after the the clock strikes 12*...............

Yeah...

It's called the EMO aura...

Some emotions are filling in again....

Why?

Well...

Nothing much actually..

First thing is because I'm having my semester break and my parents are not giving me any break..

Their idea of my holiday is to stay in the house and not waking up late..

...Er.....

Mom and dad?

..................................................

What's a holiday for if I don't go out with my friends to have some wee bit of fun?

What's it for if I don't sleep till the sunburns my butt?

Yeah I'm complaining...

And I'm making grumpy faces while I'm typing too...

But...!!

=I like it when a "but" comes up after all the bad stories=

*Bright green aura comes filling in*

Something made my day today..

It's a green pouch!

Yeah...

A simple green pouch...

(^v^)v

It's supposed to be a pink one but owh well..

No stock..

But it's okay!

I like my green pouch too!

XD

It's kewl and it's greeeeen~~

And it's FREEEEEE!!!

Whoo Hoo!!

Yup it's given by my dear friend who wants the name here to be the Bugsy's owner...

Of all names...

Why the Bugsy's owner?

=.=

But anyways,

It's awright when everybody's happy, right??

XD

But...

=I don't like the "but" which comes after a happy moment=

Gray doesn't seem to like it very much..

Gray is my cat..

His name is Gray 'cause he's grrreeeyyyy..

:D

He's staring at my green pouch with angry eyes...

RAWR!!

O.O Why, Gray?...

Maybe he smells "freeee" and doesn't like free stuff..

:O

Anyways,

Thanks sweetie (aka the Bugsy's owner) for making my day!! XD

*Dark aura surrounds the green ones and slowly it dominates and surrounds me*

=.=

(And I'm getting frustrated with this.....aura thing...)

Maybe after watching these few links may lead to better understanding of what I'm going to tell later..

Link #1:

AUP Senior Farewell 1

Link #2:

AUP Senior Farewell 2

Link #3:

AUP Senior Farewell 3

--P.S. All credits to carene0815 who owns these videos--

Awright, seen?

Yeah, I supposed those were the last performances and speech that they are gonna do in Inti before they take off to America..

TnT

Wait..

Why did I say "I supposed"?

'Cause I wasn't there at the farewell..

I missed the farewell...

It might not be a BIG deal but somehow...

I've got a missing feeling..

Maybe 2 years of studying together in the same program;

In the same college;

And sometimes in the same classes do not bring up much memories (for some people)..

But hey...

There are great memories...

At least I think there is...

It is those little things, small tiny details that bring out the memories...

Little things like:

The one who always say she'll whack me if I don't follow her orders?

=Cezlynn= (She never whacks anyone)

The one who is able to laugh the whole Inti building off even she failed her subject?

=Carene= (She has her emo moments too)

The one who is always the class representative for Chemistry classes?

=Felicia= (She's on call anytime, anywhere)

The one who will raise both his arms and say ''monkey game!!" to me everytime he sees me?

=Eugene= (He's funny and likes DS games)

The one who always sings the "Bestfriend" song by Aqua everytime he meets me just to prove his point to me?

=Jonathan= (He's smart! He never admit it, though)

There are loads more...

What can I say?

=P.S. Btw, I'm currently listening to "The Little Things" by Colbie Caillat=

I guess I'll just miss them..

A lot...

We knew each other..

And I gotten used to their company...

Well something not-so-pleasant happened the last semester caused me to hide in my security blanket for quite some time..

So obviously I didn't attend some of the events and occassions..

Thus not spending much time with them..

Maybe it's a loss for me..

But all I know is I have to do it this way even though it's not a great choice..

I have to runaway, while my heart is still there...

I have to hide, while my hopes are still lingering..

Because I don't feel good to fake smiles everyday..

Truth is I was angry..

Angry with myself for not shouting out my explanations for that I really did my job..

Angry with the scoldings that I got while I deserve a compliment instead...

Angry with my friends for not backing me up while I needed them to..

But it was over...

The storm was over and now the sky shines brightly...

With shiny hopes and happy smiles..

:)

I'm smiling again, my friends..

But the timing is wrong..

I smiled...

At the time when you guys are leaving, one after another..

At the time I have to bid you guys goodbye...

At the time I have to start missing you guys...

Instead of goodbye, I prefer using ''see ya later''..

'Cause.....

See ya later doesn't mean goodbye...

I know this is an old photo...

Don't mind me...

'Cause it's a nice one...

At least I think it is...

=)

=The picture with the most of us in it=

Here's a little something for my fellow buds that are leaving:

My friends,

I have to see ya later (not goodbye).
Thank you all for the memories,

the little things that stay in my heart.

The laughters and the tears,

they'll stay,
like we've never been apart.
If by chance we meet again,
may we meet at the successful street.
For now all that I can say,
is good luck and all the best,

stay healthy and be strong.

I will miss you guys.

Farewell.

With no regrets,

the Believer.

First time. Greetings.

A big HEEEELLLLLLOOOOOO there to whoever that might be reading this post..

I sensed silence........

...............O.O.................

....................nevermind......................

..........=.=.........

Owh have I just mentioned that this is my first time blogging?

Well YES, it's my first time..

Sorry if it takes me like 2 nights to choose my templates and it takes like ages for me to start my first blog post..

Amy kinda threatens me to make a blog ASAP ends with the ''or else... *grin*" expression...

Proof from her blog (http://ywei24.blogspot.com/):

"KKM you'd better create a blog, and soon. I know you're only leaving for US next year, but still... I don't wanna wait a whole year to start spamming your blog, OK?"

See?

Proven... :D

Well, Kinky knick-knack is a blog about extraordinary little things that happen around us..

The things that are so tiny that sometimes,

we neglect them and didn't take their presence into account..

Maybe you'll ask,

what is ''that'' thing?

Well, there are a lot..

In fact, it differs among everyone..

Coz everyone is different and we all see things differently...

Like...

Maybe for some guys,

Megan Fox is SUPER HOT & SEXXAAAY...

Phwee weeeeeeeeeeeet!!!!

--P.S. And I actually think she's sexy too.....:X--

As for guys who love pony and horses more than women...

This is what they will call SEXY...

......

............................................

ROFL!!!

Anyhooo..

Too much information...

Now...

What am I suppose to blog about at this hour?

Well, let's talk about the weekdays.. My weekdays..

...........................................

THEY WERE AWFUL!!!!

Coz I had my semester finals last week...

Gosh...

Only 2 subjects (Organic Chem II + Physics) are enough to kill me..

I admit that I'm not THAT hardworking and did not prepare like 2 weeks ahead the finals....

*phew*

I was just so glad that it was over...

And I pray hard that the results wouldn't turn out badly...

Besides, most of my college mates are leaving to the states right after this finals..

I don't think I'll have the chance to like say goodbye to them in person...

So I just did it in facebook...

Goodbye seems to be a very sad word when it is used at times like this..

Well, maybe I'm just not used to it..

"Bye guys, take care and have a safe journey to US yea!"

Come to think of it,

I'm leaving next year..

Hmm...

Will I be missed?

I wonder......

*sigh*

Well, done with the sad stories...

The good news now is....

I'm gonna have my semester break!

Weeeee~~~~

Whoooo Hooooo!!

And hey!!

How am I supposed to spend my free time now??!

...............*paused for 5 secs*..............

=.=

Another "frowns + smacks head + sigh" question...

Maybe I'll just spend some quality time with my besties...

I mean, Jaq is leaving in like less than 15 days....

I wonder how's she working on her scrapbook...

Well, me + Amy + OSP bought Jaq a scrapbook..

Since she's leaving to HK..

So we just hope that she'll have something to look/stare at when she misses Msia.. :D

It seems that I'm coming to the end of my first blog post..

How was it so far?

Alright, before I stop..

I'll briefly go through the corners of my blog..

Anyone wanna comment/ talk/ chat/ crap, feel free to do so...

Either in the cbox or the comment section below this post...

Then there's this auto play song corner..

Then there's some links to other people's blog..

Tell me if I forgot to link you coz I'm new to this.. :)

Alright then..

I hope this isn't too bad for a noob, er... newbie that is...

XD

Cheerio!

With joy,

the Believer.